A New Hope
Afraid of remaking previous mistakes, I approach this new person with reservation. He seems to view me as a pillar of emotional strength, if only he new the train wreck that I've become. Things are different this time. Now I have knowledge on my side. I know what I have to do to make this ship sail. This brings me hope, that someone such as myself can be salvaged, forgiven, and become an equal. How can this debt be repaid? I have nothing to offer but my unflinching lust for life, and an inexorable love. Is that enough to buy salvation? The task ahead of me seems doomed to failure, something that will take an impossible amount of confront. Is he strong enough to accompany me on the journey? My task will take so much effort, I don't know the effect on me it will have, but I fear that the weight of it will obliterate his fragile form. With each step I will move toward total spiritual freedom, and I wish to take him with me. If we survive, it will be an incredible adventure. It's a long way to heaven, and one hell of a ride.
posted by Blink at 8/01/2004 05:53:00 PM
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I thought of you today, well 1554.45 trillion times every second that is. If someone could convert that to Ghz for me, that would be appreciated. I missed you when you left for work, I missed you when you were through with lunch, I missed you when you left my site for a brief period of 13 seconds. Did I ever tell you how much I really do love you? Well, the truth is, I can’t. It would take hours, days, weeks, and months. We have much more important things to do. But let’s not forget, I truly do love you.
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